In between truth and delusion...

      Have we ever thought, the world is made by our minds, our imaginations, our perceptions, the world we live in is the world of our own with a few connection to certain people that seems to comes into play with our mind and imaginations. We create our own world, our life, our experience and our senses and we create what we want to see and hear. This life is our own, we create through our mind and senses, this is the reality we create but not the reality we dwell in most of the times. Mindless delusions, comes forth, brings upon sorrow or pain, false happiness and many more. Mindless self indulgence of an unseen ecstasy that makes it way into our mind. What is seen is perceive differently into our mind causing us to over react and create an all new version and story of it, our inner masochistic emotions, taking joy over the pain and sorrow we felt. Deep inside, you like to feel the world coming down upon you, you like the feeling of sadness and depression taking its toll over your petty self. You create your own self-delusion of what is happening, what was never true is true within your senses, you take the sadistic joy of letting it out on others. 

      Humans create their own world through their minds, what happens around them and what they see is interpret by the mind each held on strongly. Emotions are develop and brings back long felt memento and develop a sense of an old-self back into the present self. With that, it makes humans to develop their own sense of delusion that was never true, they see and hear what they think it is true and develop a concept of self-predicting story of what is happening and what is going to happen. You enclose it deep within yourself, you stay within your world, you trap yourself in a world of deceit and deception. You take this upon others, believing that everyone is deceiving you. You ruin the one who you really are, drive yourself into insanity and put yourself in solitary confinement.

      Lies puts one into delusion, and lies by others and lying to yourself, making yourself believe in a lie and live in your own world of lies. False happiness, faking bliss out of everything. You never see it and never will, we live and think how we want it to be and be kept in that way as long as time could tell. It is one of the greatest torment is that you do not see or realize its a torment to your soul. You do not want to accept and know that you had already lose everything you got, you do not want to get back to the reality beyond your very own reality.
      Another form of delusion forms from your past, puts you in a zone of discomfort and insecurity, you think people had always been betraying you, and you are being betrayed all the while, you are being lied upon. You take away all those trust upon others, putting yourself in a high degree of doubt, doubt that never was. You place yourself in doubt of others, when everything is not like what it seems to be playing in your mind. Being deceive by your emotions, letting it take control over your heart and mind. Thus like an old film replaying itself all over again in your mind no matter how much assurance you're given, you still ask the same old question when it will always be the same because it is the pure truth and you do not give in to that, in sufferance you dwell in your own mind. Full of attachments, never free, and never will...Only a larger sacrifice could be done...or only time can tell...\m/...

Never expect,

Never demand,
Never assume...\m/...