Indifferences Of Differences Of Indifferences...\m/...

The age of individualism, individualism as defined briefly by Merriam-Webster dictionary is a doctrine that the interest of an indivdual are (or ought to be) ethically paramount. Another definition is the conception that all values, rights and duties originate in individuals. As we live in today, every one coined the term 'differences' among one another, especially in the youth of today that they strive to be different from one another. People tries to differ themselves from what is common and mainstream to their definition, in order not to be the same and to look different from others. It is oddly in contrast to what they want to be, 'being different' is becoming common and it had already become a cliche in the society of human beings. Everyone want's to be different and it makes no more difference between all those people who wants to be different from one another, in the end the result is just the same, everyone is still the same with one another with the same thought of being different yet they still look the same and they coined the term of 'difference' which also meant being 'individualistic' to them, and that is how they define themselves. Everyone is being as different as you which already makes no difference between you and the rest of the other people who wants to be different. How different can you be when you still have a little care for what other people think of you.

How good or bad are you in your difference, has the same quality of grey line as being different from others. Being different has a large grey line and it is so vague to know what is different and what is not. The most literal perception you can put is being different in the most extreme way you can be, being evil when all is being good, and being good when all is evil, yet good and evil exist another grey line within them. A vague picture to describe about it is. But certain points will describe to as close as how one can is TRULY different from one another.

Being different can simply be describe as doing things that are uncommon among the common, being and looking different among others, the tiny light among the darkness, the darkness among the light, the pig among the cows, the dead rose among the living red and so on. Some are nurtured to how they are, which makes them naturally different, some just defy the common and goes against the flow of the oncoming tides, some endure the tempest among those who take shelter from it. Certain way of being different is just not literally meant you do what others don't, if not you will be walking naked on the street while everyone wears clothes. And the example can go on and on.

For one who want's to be extremely different from others, one have to endure many criticisms from others, and to not care about what others think of you, no matter how hard and cold you are, you still have the little bit of yourself of wanting to look good (a vague statement of what is good) in front of others. To look in a way that impresses others, or to say to have people looking at you in a 'good' way. If that need still goes through within you, can should just follow part of the flow and not let it be to harsh on yourself on being different.

You still can look the same when being different, sometimes difference comes from within, how you look like is not like how you are expected, 'Do not judge a book by it's cover' quote comes in with this. You may look like the rest, but your interest differs from the common, you may look nerd (how the society define the looks of nerd) but you are actually an active figure in the heavy metal scene or you play great sports. You may look like a tough soldier but you love pink and barbie dolls. Being a metalhead while you love listening to oldies and soft tunes. Being different can be said to be unexpected from what society expects from you. To be away and out of the stereotype of what people gives you. That is how you are different.

Being different can be one who does great feats that produces changes in the world and create a history to be remembered off all ages. There are too many people in the past that place a mark on the world history and how it is today, they may look like any layman like us out there and most of them start off with a background similar to many of us, but what makes them TRULY different is their achievements and contributions they made, the pioneers to a certain matter like art, music, architecture, governance, or a revolution of culture and practices in all around the world or that changes the mindset of majority of the population in this world. This include tyrannical dictators out there, no matter the heavy casualties and impact they did, they mark themselves as being different from others. Can anyone be as capable as them in achieving such great distance in their lives? How fare are you willing to go?

Being different by creating something that no one had ever thought off. Being a pioneer to a product, work or art that no one has ever seen before. In the past, there always innovators who create what we use for daily usage and also create the very first form of music and their genres we listen to everyday, like classical and renaissance music that marks a great change in how music is written and creating a work that utilize a certain language fully and a work that challenges the mind and recreate the mind of the people. Creating an original work is something that is hard to achieve as today, many things that satisfy humans have been almost fully achieved of today, thus there is a new age ideology where it sets off to encourage humans to improve their cosmic existence. If no one could be a pioneer or an innovator to a new invention, one can recreate something that already exist in a way that no one else had ever thought off, to spark off a difference of variety in 1 particular category of matters in this world. That is another difference to be made. However, people are sometimes afraid of creating something that  no one else does before, they afraid of rejection, worse still, they are afraid to be criticise, what cou
ld get worse, their work could be considered as a blasphemy or a creation of an abomination, and what is more worse is that they could be despise and hated by society. It is alright if you do not mind being look in a bad way by others, many pioneers in the past creates many doubts within them, and look where they stand and how everything of theirs so common in help to all of us. Take the risk and challenge yourself if you must. Moreover, a challenge and risk is always inevitable.

Be bad when all is good, be good when all is bad, one of the most extreme ways to be different. To go against the tide, to kill when no others dare to. To go against the orthodox of society, to distant yourself from the expectation of society. The fight psychologically and physically against the orthodox and risk being condemned. However, there will be an impactful result out of being bad among the good, one will never know, but off such theoretically, it could recreate the bad you are into something good among the people. And what most people can think off is putting up a balance within society, good and bad can't exist without one another such as light and darkness can't exist without one another. Whichever it is, do it for a purpose, doing for being blatantly different will just make a swine out of you, but still it is something different if that is what you extremely wish to be.

Everyone is different in one way or another, but the formation of society with it's moral rule and regulation, laws and order that makes people technically the same with one another. The expectations that creates an orthodox in your beliefs and thoughts puts it in a similar way with each other. How one is raised in a land, in a way that is thought to be commonly safe is a thought that it is the best and safest way to be raised. Similarites exist and it is hard for one to be truly different if they wish to. Defy the laws, defy everything and you may achieve what you wish for. Furthermore, the thing that matters more is how much difference you are within yourself mentally and (maybe) part physically that puts you away from the common walks of life. The distance of your thoughts, the amount of wisdom in your soul, that creates an understanding and clarity that not many could see already sets you ahead from others. A difference is made within yourself and it is set for you to create a whole new world for the people. And when that time comes, things will be the same again and another one emerges to recreate or create a difference from what you left behind...

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Far side...\m/...

By experiencing both ends or sides of two contrasting matter will evetually open your eyes and broaden your understanding towards the opposite matter. Going through the north and the south pole, you could see the other sight of each of the conflicting matters clearly and you will change your mind to oppose to certain things in the side you are in.

Not everything could be done by just putting yourself in the shoes of any being or matter. Putting yourself in the opposite of that shoes and you can see more than you are not able to see, to feel frustration of the other side that you never knew. Similar to how we are as a person who do not realize the flaws but could be seen and realize by others, putting yourself in the shoes of others does not make you more understanding at times, but instead blinded by your own ego of your own, that your actions are right, denying the facts of your own.

We tend to give out similar advice of trying to put yourself in the shoes of others to know and understand how they feel, but we tend to lose sight of certain unnotice matters when we do, we have some difference in characteristics and thoughts, once we put ourselve in their shoes, we will have our own mind in control of the shoes you are in. You place your ego in it, and what you understand is only for your own understanding, and you develop your own self rationalization of your own, and the shoes becomes your own...

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A change for difference to a change for nothing...\m/...

It is just mind pissing heart wrenching to see how people can behave like they own the world, what is it there to proof? That you are stronger than every one else, that you are better thany any one. Or you must have a really bad childhood to grow up in order to proof yourself this way. If you want to be barbaric, times have change and it is constantly changing, so please be a barbarian with brains.

A friend of mine got roughen up by an indian driver on the road, a big Indian guy who shouted profanities and threaten to beat him to pulps over a small issue of cutting each others lane on the road. He kept asking "Do you know who am I" etc etc intimidatingly stating indirectly that he is some scary dude with that no one dare messess with. He tail gates my friends and give chase and block the road in front of them, and whats more interesting is that he has a family of his wife and a couple of kids in the car as well.

Another friend of mine who did just bump a little into a malay vehicle, motorbikes or cars, and there goes nothing, those malays start calling a whole bunch of people from wherever they come from as though they are already on called and prepared for this. And they have their girl friends around who even supported them through their monkey baboon acts as well. And you know what happen next, they just do not want to talk, they seem to enjoy coming around you and give you one hell of day and night...

Recently, this that involves both sides of outsider in a chinese populated area during a night market and traffics are moving really slow. This particular car graze a car and the owner of the car came out and start beating on the car's windscreen and door on the driver side who graze his car. He hit continuously so loud and shouted in cantonese to get down the car. He started to intimidate the driver and his friend on the passenger sit. They stopped to have a so-called negotiation and the so-called-seem-to-be-a-gangster guy came shouting and pushing the head of the guy who graze his car and the guy did not retaliate a bit. He starts calling on the phone and speaking in a gangsta-cantonese style about people grazing his car. What is noticeable is the 2 girls who came down with the 'gangsta' from the car, 2 skimpy clothing girls as you all know those typical looking chinese girls who wears fucking tight short shorts with see through tight looking t-shirt that calls for guys to 'look at me, im hot and fuckable' who calls for a fuck and look like those who just fucks around with any chinese guys who just wants to fucks them. One of the factors could be concluded that this 'gangsta' is just trying to show off his 'greatness' to the girls that he is powerful and strong. Girls are just proud of that. He goes on threatening and raising his voice and hording over the other guy who tries to talk well with him.

What is common in all is that it is just mere luck they are able to show such hostility because those they get involve with people who are weaker than them, or you could say those who have greater minds and character than them. One wouldn't know if one day they did that to someone who is their equal or even superior than them and that they will taste their own medicine. 

How you treat others, how you roughen up those who fell weaker to you, and how you felt so superior is just mere luck of your own. You would not care less to put yourself in that situation to know how it feels to be humiliated and being pushed down to your knees, how would you feel if your kids grows up to be push around that way. How would you feel if that victim is your family or your father. 

If you want to proof how powerful you are, come on, picking on those weaker than you does not pose a challenge, where's the fun in it. Since people are talking shits about the cops in the country, why don't you enter a police station and start picking a fight with those guys. It is hell alot more fun and challenging unless you are just afraid. You just like to create big fights out of petty issues with layman just to satisfy your own highly pathetic meaningless ego.

No matter what, chinese, malay, indians here (only based on 3 major race), they have that same type of people in it, they are all just the same, mindless, brainless imbeciles, high level of ignorance, and just enjoys pushing people down to their knees and showing prowess and being so-called gangster to those around them. What gang or groups or whatever shit, are just a group of cowards who can't stand on their own with inferior discourse. You might be surprise how different are they when they are alone or unbelonging to anything and those who belongs to a certain group or not alone at all. You are all just pathetic, people do not retaliate against you does not mean they are weaker than you. It does not mean you rule them all. You shall see your fallen days soon enough. You are just proving yourself as a low life with how you are now. Who gets offended, it is your problem to deal with it, look at your own reflections first.

Humans just take pleasure in inciting conflicts just to satisfy their subconscious insatiable desire for violence. Violence without a purpose.

When majority is going for a change of government, the fact is that, the government does not need to change, what is needed is the reformation of the people themselves. The people that needs to be changed. The heart, the mind, the soul of the people needs to seek its own reformation for the better. No matter what side wins, when the people, the humans is still the same, nothing is different...\m/...

Ignorant Wisdom...\m/...

      Children without the basis of education, the purest human form in all stages of life, with a clear conscience, a pure mind, that is never distracted by anything in the realities of the material world. The innocence of a child without any intention but just to be happy for themselves. Seems to be the most destructive power it could be used upon mankind. The lack of basic knowledge and education, the point where they listen to everything you said and learn from your actions, are the quickest to learn without a question in mind. Ironically evil acts can be done by this innocence of the soul, the use of an ignorant mind and an innocent heart as a tool to achieve one man's ambition can be one of the most highly effective weapon of mass destruction. Like the conscious of a man being trained for many years and hard enough to achieve a heart of stone, a child can be done with much ease than anything. The fear of a ghost child, as it is said to be one of the most malignant spirit in this world. Their needs of fun and play to them it is just mere child's play that devastates the life of a human being disturbed by the spirit. The child possess the mind of a human child and the purity of the heart, but having a higher form of power that mankind could not deal with. Such the same as child vampires, as one could see from the most common reference from the Twilight saga where child vampires are abominations and must be destroy due to the great hamr they poses, they do not know what they are doing and only succumb to their feelings of need, without knowing what is wrong and right thus killing many to satisfy their thirst. Child warriors or soldiers, humans are smart to smuggle children around the world who does not know what is right or wrong but only knows to play, are easily influence by these men who transform them into vicious beast. Assuming real guns as toys and killing enemies a part of their childhood games, they kill without a sense of conscious of what is right and wrong, and do what they are told and what they think is just a mere game to be played. Death to them is nothing but losing a game and walks away without a sense of remorse. Ignorance became a weapon, to create a better weapon. Looking into the eyes of a child seeing how pure they are from their looks, but those ironically and unconsciously to the outside eyes that it could kill and destroy as they like without knowing what they are doing. Ignorance, is the key factor, the way to control is to implant ignorance into humans or to make use of their ignorance that they already possessed. 

      In the end, wisdom and knowledge becomes the key saviour to these beings. Most think that with education to gain knowledge and taking steps to wisdom creates a so-called civilized society and a world of peace. With higher authority in one self, they question and doubt things around them, not to be easily deceive by what they see through their eyes. However, with great wisdom with an ambitious heart, with a heart that goes all out to achieve their aims, could create another force of destruction around them, a destruction and devastation with a mind and conscious. The conscious they chose to be despicable, of what they interpret to be for the greater good, they form their own definition of greatness and good that puts all others in suffering. Such dictators like Hitler, Mao Zedong, Ivan The Terrible, Alexander The Great and many more are people with great minds of knowledge and wisdom. That they use it for their own ambitions and cause. Creating their world they visualize through their mind, planning and designing pandemoniums along the path they strode closer to their aims. Inventing their own beliefs and successfully injecting them into the minds of others. They are focus to their dreams, and they manage in one way or another to live up to their success for a moment. How they impacted the world with their minds and actions, comes from their brain and heart with the similar size with all of mankind. But a greater possession of what they know, and their wisdom that change their view and the people they affected. Being ignorance and being well equipped with knowledge and wisdom, can both be destructive. One might conclude it is all about the human ego. It will be one word to says it all. But what can be said is how the heart and feelings react to what you have, being ignorance and full of wisdom at the same time having a heart is two things very far apart from one another. With wisdom, one can use to it to reinvent the world, in a better way or the other, being knowledgeable does not mean you are being great, but how greatness you can achieve from that. Applying those tools of wisdom into your trunk of disposal to the outside world of your cosmic mind, putting an end to an era and begin another era of your own. It is more than possible to be done.......\m/.......