What is it that he ask for, whom is the one he could consider his other half? A question sought to be answer one day, one moment, but never now. He has lose all the confidence and might within his inner self, something that a serum cannot put a cure to it. One of the both, whom shall that be? When he thought everything was just a simple crush and that everything is over does not create a logical picture to what he is feeling now. It does not make sense, why must she come back again to his sight. 3 weeks more a start of a new beginning. The story shall be unfold by then. Caught between two emotions. Torn between his very own heart. A mind to spare for this?...\m/...
Friday, April 15, 2011
Torn between two...
When you think you are in love with someone else but actually it is not like how you think or feel. A self-fulfilling prophecy of your own that makes the call of your thoughts and choice. He saw her smile one day and thought how sweet her smile can be, twice she look and smile, and next is thrice the final one she made to him. That twitch comes back again towards her. Yet, a twitch is felt towards the another one he believes he could not grasp hold on, a one that a chance deem impossible to catch.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
The left hand path of a right hand mind...
A subconscious voice speaks to him from beyond, the voice where everyone has for their own. The voice he thought he never had but subconsciously speaking to him in ways no one can decipher.
The right side said to him: You live your life for others, be selfless and do good for those around you. An act of altruism a day keeps the bitterness away. Do not bother of what others say about you, as long you know exactly what you are doing and you are walking to the right direction. Be positive over the your failure, as a lesson to your next move and steps. Do not have bad thoughts on others, be equal to all no matter who they are. Everyone deserves chances in their life to move on, so do not judge them by just their flaws. Be sincere and friendly to those people around you, do not lie to them and yourself. Do not deceive people or prepare to be deceive. Honesty is the best policy.Do not impose upon others what you do not desire upon yourself. Be moderate, show empathy and mercy to those people who always steps in your way. Give fair judgment and justification to everyone. Respect your elders, respect your friends and your teachers. Remember the good deeds people do for you and those who help you in your way. Repay them back what is necessary. Learn to trust people.
The left side said to him: You cannot live for others, you can only live for yourself if you want to succeed. Be more selfish than selfless four you to gain absolute power for yourself and not splitting it unnecessarily with others. Do not trust people or never to trust anyone easily even if you know them for a decade or so, people change and they can betray you anytime. Destroy those who comes in your way until the extend of taking lives if you have to. Show no mercy in your actions, only pure aggression and brutality. Soft spots only leads to failure and people taking advantage of you. Dictate the people, be a leader of your own and show them what you are made off. Wipe their blood on your blade if they ever to defy you. Use their help to your advantage, accept every offer and opportunity they give, it is your chance to make use of those in your side. They can be of great tool to you for your success. Fight only for yourself, fighting only four yourself brings out the best in you. Stick to your prinsips. and never let anyone correct your opinions and beliefs. Be true only to yourself and annihilate those who tries to convert you into something you do not desire. Sacrifice what you need for your own, you are your world, and the world is you. Inspire yourself from the traits of the AntiChrist, the new messiah of the new world order.
The right side said to him: You live your life for others, be selfless and do good for those around you. An act of altruism a day keeps the bitterness away. Do not bother of what others say about you, as long you know exactly what you are doing and you are walking to the right direction. Be positive over the your failure, as a lesson to your next move and steps. Do not have bad thoughts on others, be equal to all no matter who they are. Everyone deserves chances in their life to move on, so do not judge them by just their flaws. Be sincere and friendly to those people around you, do not lie to them and yourself. Do not deceive people or prepare to be deceive. Honesty is the best policy.Do not impose upon others what you do not desire upon yourself. Be moderate, show empathy and mercy to those people who always steps in your way. Give fair judgment and justification to everyone. Respect your elders, respect your friends and your teachers. Remember the good deeds people do for you and those who help you in your way. Repay them back what is necessary. Learn to trust people.
The left side said to him: You cannot live for others, you can only live for yourself if you want to succeed. Be more selfish than selfless four you to gain absolute power for yourself and not splitting it unnecessarily with others. Do not trust people or never to trust anyone easily even if you know them for a decade or so, people change and they can betray you anytime. Destroy those who comes in your way until the extend of taking lives if you have to. Show no mercy in your actions, only pure aggression and brutality. Soft spots only leads to failure and people taking advantage of you. Dictate the people, be a leader of your own and show them what you are made off. Wipe their blood on your blade if they ever to defy you. Use their help to your advantage, accept every offer and opportunity they give, it is your chance to make use of those in your side. They can be of great tool to you for your success. Fight only for yourself, fighting only four yourself brings out the best in you. Stick to your prinsips. and never let anyone correct your opinions and beliefs. Be true only to yourself and annihilate those who tries to convert you into something you do not desire. Sacrifice what you need for your own, you are your world, and the world is you. Inspire yourself from the traits of the AntiChrist, the new messiah of the new world order.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
The matter of choices...it's in your hands...
This is all solely based on my opinions and thoughts and nothing more, those who find it words from a naive mind and felt offended to what I am about to say, please with all respect leave this mind and never let it bother you because it is the last thing I wish from anyone of you...
Religions and beliefs seems to be an act of indoctrination these days with strong persuasion and force. We must accept what you believe in and do as you say, if not we will not receive judgment on judgment day and we will be doomed eternally in the fires of hell. Words from those that says "Come, join us in our path and you will be cleanse of your sins, accept God and you will be free of all wrong-doings". Everything that has got to do with faith in a God we are not able to clarify it's existence, all we know is actually what he heard and read from various third, fourth, fifth etc parties whom they claim to have come in contact with the holy and scripts that had been brought down to us ever since the dawn of religions...
Do realize how distorted words can become as it spreads from one person to other and it goes on with a never-ending flow. It will be a totally different tale when it reaches to the ear of the last of humanity, and that is where the lost teachings are found and people will learn only the distorted truth. From the rise of the first messiah who claims to have direct contact with the divine from above brought the lords words to the people and the people start writing it down as scriptures to be brought down to the next generation. Each hand it was passed on to, the words got twisted in a certain manner and as far as time can tell, we do not know how twisted those supposed-to-be holy words of truth are.
How far it gets with the twisted words, no religion ever thought us to do bad nor hurting others, theres no excuse to condemn religions as it is always a guide for people to do only good in life. To love and care for others, and to achieve what is to be called pure enlightenment in life. It is the people themselves who interpret it the other way round and make things as twisted as it gets. It is all in the hands of humans that they kill and sacrifice for the Lord when it was never stated as an obligation in the holy scriptures. People who despises other people just because they left a religious group, just because they did not attend a class or lecture on that certain religion, just because they do not want to dwell in any further in it, you bad mouth them and give them cock stares for not being part of your petty group of superficial delusions over what you think is right or wrong. Is that what you are taught to be? Is that what your God tell you to do? Is making someone who is not willing from their heart to join you to join you just to satisfy your wants and desire for yourself and that little group of yours? You claim yourself to know a lot more than others, to know the goodness of the Lord and is that what you think the Lord wants from your actions? I feel you are just nothing more than a typical human being who does not want to lose any support for your lil groupies there...
Everyone has their choice in what they want to believe in, there is no point in forcing them to believe in something they still have doubts. We all live in a sphere of choices where we decide for our own, where we seek our own path. There is no need for your hand to lead the blind as the blind are able to walk on stones of fire and climb the walls of knives without a rope binding on their nose. If that is what someone chooses, do not put them in a situation they do not wish to choose for themselves, let them live up to their feelings and intuition on where they want to go. Dipping in holy water and going through ceremony does not mean a thing when the heart isn't fully there to be awaken and accept and believe in that faith, it does not symbolizes a thing. If someone needs to follow a doctrine just because they went through the ceremonies, what difference does it make with a mafia-like secret society and religion??? As long you believe in a faith then that is faith where you belong to, as long the heart says so, that is where your stand is at. That is who you really are where you do not need to hide under a mask and faking a smile to those who fake at you. Believe in what you believe in, whether or not you think it is right or wrong in the eyes of those around you, because when it comes to only you, you are the only one in control and no one else. \m/...
Religions and beliefs seems to be an act of indoctrination these days with strong persuasion and force. We must accept what you believe in and do as you say, if not we will not receive judgment on judgment day and we will be doomed eternally in the fires of hell. Words from those that says "Come, join us in our path and you will be cleanse of your sins, accept God and you will be free of all wrong-doings". Everything that has got to do with faith in a God we are not able to clarify it's existence, all we know is actually what he heard and read from various third, fourth, fifth etc parties whom they claim to have come in contact with the holy and scripts that had been brought down to us ever since the dawn of religions...
Do realize how distorted words can become as it spreads from one person to other and it goes on with a never-ending flow. It will be a totally different tale when it reaches to the ear of the last of humanity, and that is where the lost teachings are found and people will learn only the distorted truth. From the rise of the first messiah who claims to have direct contact with the divine from above brought the lords words to the people and the people start writing it down as scriptures to be brought down to the next generation. Each hand it was passed on to, the words got twisted in a certain manner and as far as time can tell, we do not know how twisted those supposed-to-be holy words of truth are.
How far it gets with the twisted words, no religion ever thought us to do bad nor hurting others, theres no excuse to condemn religions as it is always a guide for people to do only good in life. To love and care for others, and to achieve what is to be called pure enlightenment in life. It is the people themselves who interpret it the other way round and make things as twisted as it gets. It is all in the hands of humans that they kill and sacrifice for the Lord when it was never stated as an obligation in the holy scriptures. People who despises other people just because they left a religious group, just because they did not attend a class or lecture on that certain religion, just because they do not want to dwell in any further in it, you bad mouth them and give them cock stares for not being part of your petty group of superficial delusions over what you think is right or wrong. Is that what you are taught to be? Is that what your God tell you to do? Is making someone who is not willing from their heart to join you to join you just to satisfy your wants and desire for yourself and that little group of yours? You claim yourself to know a lot more than others, to know the goodness of the Lord and is that what you think the Lord wants from your actions? I feel you are just nothing more than a typical human being who does not want to lose any support for your lil groupies there...
Everyone has their choice in what they want to believe in, there is no point in forcing them to believe in something they still have doubts. We all live in a sphere of choices where we decide for our own, where we seek our own path. There is no need for your hand to lead the blind as the blind are able to walk on stones of fire and climb the walls of knives without a rope binding on their nose. If that is what someone chooses, do not put them in a situation they do not wish to choose for themselves, let them live up to their feelings and intuition on where they want to go. Dipping in holy water and going through ceremony does not mean a thing when the heart isn't fully there to be awaken and accept and believe in that faith, it does not symbolizes a thing. If someone needs to follow a doctrine just because they went through the ceremonies, what difference does it make with a mafia-like secret society and religion??? As long you believe in a faith then that is faith where you belong to, as long the heart says so, that is where your stand is at. That is who you really are where you do not need to hide under a mask and faking a smile to those who fake at you. Believe in what you believe in, whether or not you think it is right or wrong in the eyes of those around you, because when it comes to only you, you are the only one in control and no one else. \m/...
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