Bearer of pain, and suppression of selfishness...\m/...

      Love, the thing that humans seek, ever since they are born, love is what adolescents drive themselves crazy for, love is what people aims. Nothing more but material satisfaction to their life, when all they want is just a partner to be with, to claim that is love, is something too much to of a word to describe. Love is undescribable, love no one could tell, love is simple but at the same time it transcends everything from the simple mind of humans. Exploited by the media, which uses the theme of love in almost every shit of their production, makes thins such a cliche in love. Yes, humans may cry to their hearts content to the touching story of love, wishes to be in the same position as those characters they saw, its too surreal to be true, love was never such a nice thing like what humans see, nothing of friendly to humans, nothing like what humans think it is. True love, who can tell, what can tell?
      The only true love that can really consider to be pure and true, is the love of parents to their child. They have love you ever since you're in the mother's womb, mothers goes through the average 9 months of carriage, in the period of it suffers from attack of kicks and vomiting, morning sickness and temper management, yet they still carry on until the end, until they bear the pain of having you out into this world. The moment you are out is the moment they sacrifice everything for your sake, both father and mother, sacrifice everything for your well-being, in hoping for your life to be better in the future, nothing more but for your well-being, never ask for anything in return and willingness to give and keep on giving in the expense that you will do well. How they might treat you, or wicked they may seem at times, but deep inside how can we tell, how much they care. If you think they do not care or love, they wouldn't have raised you up in the first place, giving you the clothes to wear, and the food to eat, a bed to sleep, a home to stay.
      Love between 2 people, as humans call it, in a relationship, couple, a pair or whatever you want to name it. Stating each time to each other "I love you". Each claim they love each other, but what do they know about love? Are they certain they are really in love with one another. The love that can be said so simply out of nowhere, so simple yet deep, can one imagine that love is actually more than love itself? If love is that simple, you can love anyone, you can be in a relationship with anyone. Anyone is the same as everyone to you, just something part of your life and everything.
      It takes one person to determine it all, you need that person because it is that person, you want to spend time with that person because it is that person, you want to take care and protect that person because it is that person, the only individual. Until the time the love comes in, it will be hard to say you love the person because one will feel that it is more than just plain love itself, love you can love anyone, feelings can come anyone, but only when this one particular person that stops the time you live in at the very moment you stand in. This love is transcendental, it transcend everything you think is love. When it just comes at the point where all you want is just for that person to be happy. It may seem idealistic to say this, but it is the reality to love, the reality that is vague or blinded by many. This transcendental love is unconditional. Love is unconditional, no expectations, and just give your best for that person. Everything in hoping for her/him to be happy no matter what. The love that you are willing to sacrifice your own happiness and wellbeing just for her/him. To let go off her/him for their happiness. Yes, love is unconditional might sound a little cliche and common to the ears and eyes of many, but how many is able to do it, is to able to bear the pain for one. The pain and sufferance is never the burden, only you yourself is the burden but never of the love of you to that is a burden, it is the will of your heart, your innermost soul that you want them to be happy all the time. Even in what state you are in, it is still her/him to come first. One can never be hurt, one can never feel the sadness, one can never expect, one can only be happy just for that one person, only to bear the pain of the consequences of your sacrifice.
      To love, is not to love him/her for who she/he is, but to love her/him for her/him himself/herself and nothing more. There is no such thing as "I love you for who you are", no matter what she/he becomes it is still who they are just that they grow out of their older self into another personality, which is also who they are. Unless you expect them how they are to be. Acceptance and not tolerance, realize, awareness that brings up to understanding. Just give and never expect anything in return, love is always without expectations naturally. It might seem hard to achieve, but when the time comes it will just gradually grow from within. Love is the bearer of pain and suppression of selfishness...\m/...
   

In between truth and delusion...

      Have we ever thought, the world is made by our minds, our imaginations, our perceptions, the world we live in is the world of our own with a few connection to certain people that seems to comes into play with our mind and imaginations. We create our own world, our life, our experience and our senses and we create what we want to see and hear. This life is our own, we create through our mind and senses, this is the reality we create but not the reality we dwell in most of the times. Mindless delusions, comes forth, brings upon sorrow or pain, false happiness and many more. Mindless self indulgence of an unseen ecstasy that makes it way into our mind. What is seen is perceive differently into our mind causing us to over react and create an all new version and story of it, our inner masochistic emotions, taking joy over the pain and sorrow we felt. Deep inside, you like to feel the world coming down upon you, you like the feeling of sadness and depression taking its toll over your petty self. You create your own self-delusion of what is happening, what was never true is true within your senses, you take the sadistic joy of letting it out on others. 

      Humans create their own world through their minds, what happens around them and what they see is interpret by the mind each held on strongly. Emotions are develop and brings back long felt memento and develop a sense of an old-self back into the present self. With that, it makes humans to develop their own sense of delusion that was never true, they see and hear what they think it is true and develop a concept of self-predicting story of what is happening and what is going to happen. You enclose it deep within yourself, you stay within your world, you trap yourself in a world of deceit and deception. You take this upon others, believing that everyone is deceiving you. You ruin the one who you really are, drive yourself into insanity and put yourself in solitary confinement.

      Lies puts one into delusion, and lies by others and lying to yourself, making yourself believe in a lie and live in your own world of lies. False happiness, faking bliss out of everything. You never see it and never will, we live and think how we want it to be and be kept in that way as long as time could tell. It is one of the greatest torment is that you do not see or realize its a torment to your soul. You do not want to accept and know that you had already lose everything you got, you do not want to get back to the reality beyond your very own reality.
      Another form of delusion forms from your past, puts you in a zone of discomfort and insecurity, you think people had always been betraying you, and you are being betrayed all the while, you are being lied upon. You take away all those trust upon others, putting yourself in a high degree of doubt, doubt that never was. You place yourself in doubt of others, when everything is not like what it seems to be playing in your mind. Being deceive by your emotions, letting it take control over your heart and mind. Thus like an old film replaying itself all over again in your mind no matter how much assurance you're given, you still ask the same old question when it will always be the same because it is the pure truth and you do not give in to that, in sufferance you dwell in your own mind. Full of attachments, never free, and never will...Only a larger sacrifice could be done...or only time can tell...\m/...

Never expect,

Never demand,
Never assume...\m/...