Mirrors...\m/...

One day, we are going to (or might) have children, we are going to be our parents. Look at what at the people around you, do you want your children to grow up and be like them? Look at yourself, do you want your children to be like you? There are in many ways out of the blue we think of how we want our children to be and you ended up to look in the way how your parents look at you. When all we do is trying to be ourselves, but what do we see when our children tends to be like us, look in the perspective of your parents, and look in how you hope your children to be. Parents tend to expect their children to be someone great and do something more than they were and to have them going higher than where they stand, and those parents include future parents like us. Many might have the thought of becoming different from their parents, our parents might have the same thought when they were younger, but in the end, it is more or less the similar way of how their parents expect of their children. It is all for the best of their children.......\m/...........

A Communist Film?

Based on the film 'The New Village' trailer, I don't think there are anything that glorifies communism, but glorifies individuals within both the communism and the British-Malayan forces. I could see an interesting critical film was made, that goes in depth into the communist group and the British-Malayan group, to look through the point of view of both sides. Despite our history book teaches us (one-sided history) about the malevolence of communism and the good of the British-Malayan forces, there are also good people in the so-called bad side and the bad people in the so-called good side. How can we stand on one end and demonize the other end just cause of your own personal cause (your relatives got killed by a communist). I have old long gone relatives who goes through torment by the British-Malayan, the communist and even through the May 13 riot, and what am I suppose to do about it, who am I suppose to anti? It is fairer to demonize every fucking human beings on this land. The Japanese came and rape and kill your ancestors, why don't you cut ties with the Japanese? There are movies that depicts a decent individual in the Japanese regime back in the days, there are movies that tells the story of communist leaders such as Che Guevara and Castro, then does United Nation comes in and ban and forbid all this movies? Do you know there are many Chinese as well who suffers during the communist period? Many of them do not like China and their communist ideal, thus many left China and never to return, that tells of the essential cause of the amount of overseas Chinese around.

Based on the trailer, other than entertainment and profit making purposes, the film was made to understand both sides easier, to know the cause of what are both sides are fighting. In times of war and conflict, both sides are the villains and heroes in everyone's eyes, both sides fighting for the cause they believe in. In war, there are sacrifices to be made, suffering and death are inevitable.In the end, everything goes down in history, many decades later, it is a thing of knowledge and intellect to be learnt and taught.

Communism and Democracy, left wing and right wing, both are ideals worth learning and knowing. In the Communist Emergency period, it is the battle between to 2 beliefs, NOT 2 races...\m/...

The Origin...\m/...

Based on scientific belief, humans are a form of evolution from ancient primates, our origin of human in the form of homosapiens, the primitive form of life. Primitive is the nature of human beings, the will to survive and to do anything to survive.

Through dust and time, human goes through evolutionary pace into the world of civilization and intellects, now as we around us, we could talk, read, think, rationalize our thoughts with our actions, and all around us are literate people who could read and speak as much as anyone does, Humans are brilliant in a sense that it could creates wonders out of nothing.

The primitive nature still dwells inside the heart of all mankind, no matter what humans ponder over what they ought to do. The thoughts and the feelings that comes in that makes them have the urge to do will be filtered by their rationale of their actions, that became a barrier of their initial thoughts of actions. To think before one act. Thus where does this 'Be yourself, be who you are, being true to yourself' puts one in?

'Be yourself' is define by many to be true to oneself, not to be fake and be true to your feelings. 'Be yourself' is without the realization of many is just being primitive, if one to succumb to their feelings to do what they want, and choose what they feel, it is all mere selfishness to begin with, the selfishness to survive, the primitive nature of mankind. No one can prevaricate from the truth, that deep inside them dwells multiple desires and material pleasures to fulfill. If everyone adapts 'be yourself' attitude and mindset, they are becoming the primeval being where they once begin as, going back to the roots of the beginning of mankind, the raw and original mankind.

No one can truly 'be yourself', no matter what, there are things that will stop their actions from flowing out of their hearts. When you are stopped from doing what you desire to do deep in your heart, you are against the act of 'be yourself'. 'Be yourself' truly comes from deep within yourself, the primitive side of you, the side that comes out to seek desires and pleasures to fulfill your needs and wants.

If everyone wants to 'be yourself', then killing will be done, raping will be on a running spree. Those murderous and sadistic people are the ones to be considered the 'true being' of humanity. Deep down inside, 'true' humans are beings with many desires and lust, let loose of yourself and sit back and feel the world without law and order, what does your heart and mind brings you to? What actions will you take that you never dared before? It all runs in your thought right now, deep inside of you, but only to be surpressed and stay as it is as humans created a set of norm and values that becomes the law and order to control the primitive nature of humans.

So contradicting human beings are trying to live 'being themselves' while fighting their own senses and desire to do what they feel like doing. 'Being true' is being one who do anything to survive and to feel good for oneself, 'being true' stops you from fighting what is right but indulging in what is right for your pleasures. The 'true' ones are cowardly, savage, barbaric, full of carnal lust and merciless, a being without a soul, a being of monstrosity.

Imagine a world without order, no prosecution and what so ever and you are free to do upon the actions that once dwell as just fantasies and desires deep down inside of you. The desire to hurt those who wronged you, the desire for carnal pleasures you fantasize on, all those that only could be played through your feelings and imaginations, inside that very corner of your inner self, strap and locked within. Go ahead and 'be yourself' as all always want to be, be 'true' to your very own existence...

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Changing Nation (Part 3)...\m/...

If Anwar Ibrahim and the other PR leaders have many flaws, then those people from BN also are in the same shoes as them or maybe worse (murderer, child rapist, high end racism, cronism, corruption, etc etc etc). No evidence for all those claims? Let the investigators find out themsleves. The PR manifestos or the BN transformation programme are empty words, we will never know until we find out ourselves after election.

So to say, both parties cannot be trusted, then why not just revolt to all and rule your own life? Doubts and doubts over one another, accusation and accusation towards one another. Here is a better solution, WHY NOT EVERY SINGLE PERSON STAY HOME ON THE 5TH MAY AND DO NOT VOTE ALL? Oh I forgot BN has phantom voters to help them too...

What is wrong with a change of 5 years to come, the majority are the struggling classes who have been suffering all this while for decades, what is the worse that could happen if PR actually does not work as expected? How much we endure over the decades, we can endure for another 5 years, who knows it might make the future opposition improve for the better. Some of them are not extreme PR supporters, but they are extreme for a change in the hope for a brighter future...

P.S: Do not give anymore chances to those who never learn and continue to place fear and threats in the peoples' livelihood...

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Changing Nation (Part 2)...\m/...

Do you want to live in a great nation? All of us wants to live in country that gives the best, it will be through a 2-party system is the only way? Where each party will strive to give the best.

Is up to the people/citizen/rakyat to decide, to only support BN, to only support PR or to support for the best of this nation???

No matter what, a 2-party sytem must exist...\m/...

Changing Nation...\m/...

In the upcoming general election, I hope and urge if possible all to vote for Pakatan Rakyat, some may agree and some may not, but this is for the sake of creating a 2-party system that will make a fair competition among all parties to improve and grow better along the way. Barisan Nasional is already and had claim themselves to be MALAYSIA, so is PAKATAN RAKYAT not Malaysia? This shows a very strong authoritative single party rule over a nation that is suppose to practice democracy. When PAKATAN RAKYAT (all parties consist of all races) are all going towards Ketuanan Rakyat, yet BN still talks about race and Ketuanan Melayu and still able to glorify their 1Malaysia scheme.

So why not a change, may it be good or bad, soon we will see for ourselves, as the ruling party seems to be very unconvincing right now.
Good or bad it may be, the people must end this regime and begin a 2-party system. If you are not happy with Pakatan Rakyat, feel free to vote back to Barisan in the following election.

What the people hope for is the change for the better, a 2-party system, and a True Malaysia...

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Flamers And Troopers...\m/...

Internet flamers and cybertroopers just do not know how it feels like to get bash in the face, all are just pussies sitting behind their 4-sided screen typing away insults and flaming words to others, if want to start up a fire or rants, come out of your home and do what you do in the internet, bring it out. That is what the world of cyberspace created, a bunch of big-mouth cowards...Or should it be considered a place to vent their suppressed emotions from real life interactions...\m/...

The stands for the inevitable...\m/...

The history that brought us here today in this 21st century ground where we stand firm to countless events that occur above this very soils. The soils of the earth, the ground of the world we stride along on our daily life, stain by the many bloods of the past, people live and die to their glorious and shameful death, winners and losers, tears of sorrow shed, everything all upon the common land that all humans walk.

War that sets the dynasty and period of the land, that brings upon a change to our culture and the mixture of bloodlines that forms the race that existed today. How can we ever deny war among human beings, how much can you resent the casualties that befall upon your bloodline? War is the battle for a cause of each side that involve in it. Each fight and die for their cause and belief, each sacrifice their most honourable men in battle, honourable man to their family, honourable man to their nation, honourable man to just a single individual. All of them are related to one another.

War is inevitable when it comes to sides of highly conflicting beliefs and low level of tolerance. There will be many people giving supports for either one of the sides. Some even get involve the war directly fending them of from each other. Anyone can be a soldier fighting in the war, it could be your father, your grandfather, your brother, your husband, or maybe even females like your mother or sister or wife who serve in the military for any of the sides. Casualties occurs when civilians get caught in between. No one can escape the harsh reality of war, you can't just resent a side or individual who cause the death of your beloved. They are doing their own duty to fight for their cause and to defend for their cause, your love ones or any relatives chose the path to fight in a war that may never survive. If they do not chose it themselves, still they fought a great battle defending their rights and keep you alive today. But to resent a side or individual for the cause of their death is not appropriate as it seems. Your bloodline spans for many generations and hundreds or thousand years ago your ancestors or any relatives in your past were killed in the more epic history changing battles, why do you not resent them for what they do tou your ancestors in the past yet you revel in histories and romanticise stories of the great that you read.

No matter what sides, both of them fight for their cause, and you do not know the situation they are in before resenting what has happen in the past. This blinded you to create hatred towards that particular belief, individual or group. War has been in every nation from the past until now, face it, that war starts a new culture, creates a society, and dwells you into the education you are studying today. When it hits you, you feel it emotionally, the cruelty that is brought upon you how inevitable, yes you may start to kill your enemies. You want vengeance, a vengeance on a whole against an army of battalions ahead of you, those armies that fight for the good of their nation and group and also even fought for the rights of you living out here in this era.

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Learn to live...\m/...

Practice the art of teaching, not the art of spoon-feeding. When one is too dependable on something, they will not be able to live and learn anything new without it. When working hard with a mind gives one of the highest wisdom one can ascend to, gaining experience points and leveling up to a whole new being of one.

Never or to avoid donating money to charity especially the orphanage is one of the biggest flaws to be done. Donation of money is said to be generous and virtuous by those who receive, yes money is the essential tool to live well, but money is just the end product of your work and what else to come is how you deal with it. It is never wrong to be generous, but it is wrong to be wrongly generous. By giving money continuously, it is a self habit and becomes a nature of the orphanage to receive money for the welfare of the children. In the end, all is rely on the money donated and when they stops giving, it will be a maybe a little difficult for the welfare to survive on its on.

Be generous, be generous by giving knowledge, teaching them new skills, and inject them with the appropriate sense of ethics and morality into the children. If one is truly noble, one will give in their time to teach the children what they need to know. Donate books, books of knowledge of the world, teach them to read the news and to develop their own sense of thought. They got nothing to lose but themselves, as they are orphans, they are soon to be grow up into the world by their own unless they are adopted by a well-to-do family. 

When they reach a certain age, let them out to work, find them an appropriate job for them to do, earn their own pocket money or allowance, show them face of the world hidden from them inside the welfare. Teach them to be independent and to know what is right or wrong. Exchange your experience with them, take away their ignorance. Orphans are indeed the one who could learn better and faster than children under the influence and protection of their parents. They are the ones who could come out. Some people have the impression that orphans are highly delinquent, if they are, is that they are not given the proper attention and knowledge needed. Children are naughty, that is inevitable, but they should learn and be taught the limits of their behavior. 

Don't rely on schools to teach them what they need to know, they need special attention from truly experience and knowledgeable ones who could give in their time well with them. They have been through hardship without their parents care and love, show them the way to go through hardship, teach them to deal well with hardship, they are the ones who could develop deeper insights when they understand the life they lead.

Children are the future of the generation to come. Do not pamper them and shower them with meaningless gifts, junk food, and money, show them the way work towards their goals. Make those gifts as their reward to their achievements and excellence. Especially orphans have greater opportunities to learn as they are living alone without their parents other than their caretakers. It is also the responsibility of the caretaker to teach them well. Shower them with knowledge, generate their mind to think, at least create the path for them live a life of a good example to all beings...\m/...

Only The Good Dies Young...\m/...

Only the good dies young. Only those who remain doing what is right for who and what is around them shall get the worst of the receiving end. It is too ideal to think doing good be rewarded with good while doing bad be given bad, too ideal for the world we live in now. Had the world turned upside down or it has always been this way right from the start?

An unjustly realm people lived in, especially for those who deserves better. To be given the pain and suffering by those who remains in their best state ever from the shit they do. An opposite turn of event it is, where is the fairness and justice for those who deserves. Those who fight hard will be killed harder, those who strive further will be shot down in their tracks, while those who destroys them gets the first laugh off all.

There are no room for goodness in this world. Don't look further ahead into the realms of Hell and Heaven or whatever paradise it is said to exist, there are no evidence for that to assure its very existence. Assume their non-existence, and what a waste have you put upon your life. Look at the ground level where one stand, the present moment of reality, the harsh reality right in front of their eyes. The pain you feel, the suffering you endure, have your actions brought you into this, have your actions ever so noble brings forth such torment in your life, while those who receive your grace strive on without ever looking back at you, not even a glance at your shadow. They keep coming back when you stand up again. They hurt you and claim to be right and put you in more agonizing pain to make you feel the worse of yourself, while they take control over your mind and emotions, where in a crushing fist, you will bow down to their every need.

This is the common reality humans live in, the good be given bad while the bad will be rewarded with showers of goodness.

The People's Struggle...\m/...

Socialism, as it seems to be, on a humble and down to earth view and analysis of things happening. They sought to see things happening within the people themselves and the people they live around with. The struggle for equality of human rights that is to say on a major scale I shall it to free education and healthcare.

To look at it in another angle, privatization of such vital points like education and healthcare does bring a lot of problems to most people who are in the working class or those who earn enough for a day. Take a look around you, your friends and acquaintance who are struggling to pay fees in the private sector to expect a better education as people have lose hope in the public universities with immense imbalance of the NEP quotas for non-Malays and Malay students. Parents are working hard to pay for your education, conflicts and misery occurs due to financial issues. See for your ownself and those around you who are struggling to finance their education, and those who take PTPTN (those who truly can't afford) to pay up their fees. Furthermore, with the fees of private education increasing by each semesters digging a larger holes in the pockets and increasing the struggle in a now marked-up price era.

Privatization of healthcare, like private hospitals and clinics. Those who are under torment of fatal diseases give pain to the heart of their love ones, and not able to afford for a good medical treatment brings another distress to their hearts. Yes, of cause many people have lose faith as well in government hospitals, there are those who have complains of being mistreated and not being treated well in government hospitals, that push them to the limits of relying on private hospitals. But, it comes to a point that there are many people who could not afford such heavy fees in private healthcares, there are those who sells and trade in what they got for as much cash as they could to fork out the fees they have to pay to save their love ones.

Both education and healthcare are great essential needs for humans, education for knowledge and healthcare to sustain a life. These needs are not meant to be privatized for the sake of profit, these are humans lives on stake. Everyone have the rights for education and healthcare, these are what is created for, for the people. People who educate should have the wisdom to understanding knowledge is universal, it does not own to one but to all together, sharing knowledge a high end of generosity. Those who are doctors should have the compassion for others, to actually see that who they are dealing are human lives, which they themselves possess and they should not forget they have families as well. People will question, if they do not do all this, how will they get their income? A matter for one to think and deal about.

This all happens through the act of capitalism, even bias capitalism. When the non-Malays are not given sufficient spots in universities and colleges, they will seek out private universities and colleges. This is where clever businessman comes in, mostly Chinese businesses are privatized. This is where they take the advantage to gain profits for themselves. Education and healthcare are privatized, so those who wants and expect good education and healthcare have no option but to struggle through to pay the large increasing amount of fees to those to have the benefits, and by the end of the day, it is up to that individual to see if he/she benefits from that amount. Only those who owns the sectors will gain the profits and benefits they wish and those under their wings as well share the same riches that they consumed and they are of very marginal amount of people while the rest suffers an struggles more through their lives.

To sum it up, it can be seen that the rich is getting richer while the poor is getting poorer. We must open our eyes, to see how our families are doing, how they are working hard to for our benefit. Even if we can't change it as a whole, we should realize and work with a pure heart through the blood and sweat given to us for a better living, to do our part to change ourselves each of us for the better. Socialism, social reform or whatsoever you call it, when it is the truth to your eyes, live that truth and do what is best for all and yourself as a noble individual...\m/...

Transaction...\m/...

We live life to be happy, hoping to be happy, doing things that make us feel good, and feeling great happiness and contentment. The aim of our life no matter what we want to do, is just down to one achievement which is to feel good about ourself.
      However, sadness is just a step away from happiness, and is needless to achieve sadness as it comes by so easy everytime. To feel sad is alot more easier than to be happy. In such a hectic and rapid pace of life humans live in now, which includes pressure and burden from material world and the personal problem that arises within one and their families, so much things to bother, so much things to think about, how can we not think about it when it just comes without us ever wanting it, can we push it aside and leave it be? It still comes back to us, dilemmas, emotional breakdowns, stress and NOISES all around that accumulates blocks the path to happiness that we want to feel.
      It is hard to maintain any happiness we felt, the very moment you feel happy and the next there will be something to pull you back down again, and it shrouded your happiness of a moment into a sadness that is tough to eliminate.
      The worse feeling is not feeling sad and down, but the transition of that hard earn happiness into sadness all over again. That transition period where you felt so happy and things are going right and it just throws you back down into the drain of filth and sadness. You ask yourself "Why must this happen, why must it be like this when I am already happy, WHY?". At this moment, happiness seems hard to be earned, how happy we are there are things we are not contented with.
      That transition from happiness to sadness is a horrible feeling to be felt, and there are times one will rather just be sad and down than to be so happy and to be let down the very next moment. Being happy and shits to happen again the next moment, and the cycle goes on and on, those who felt it will understand how it feels.
       Sad then be sad all the way, happy then be happy all the way, it is too idealistic to have it that way. So to say, appreciate and be grateful for those who don't and be more appreciative and grateful for those who already are to happiness that you get now and in time to come. Being truly happy is not easy to achieve. Be glad for those who are happy and never bring them down as happiness is never easy and you do not know what they been through, do not put them into that transaction-into-sadness period as you know how it is felt on your own account, especially your family...\m/...

Indifferences Of Differences Of Indifferences...\m/...

The age of individualism, individualism as defined briefly by Merriam-Webster dictionary is a doctrine that the interest of an indivdual are (or ought to be) ethically paramount. Another definition is the conception that all values, rights and duties originate in individuals. As we live in today, every one coined the term 'differences' among one another, especially in the youth of today that they strive to be different from one another. People tries to differ themselves from what is common and mainstream to their definition, in order not to be the same and to look different from others. It is oddly in contrast to what they want to be, 'being different' is becoming common and it had already become a cliche in the society of human beings. Everyone want's to be different and it makes no more difference between all those people who wants to be different from one another, in the end the result is just the same, everyone is still the same with one another with the same thought of being different yet they still look the same and they coined the term of 'difference' which also meant being 'individualistic' to them, and that is how they define themselves. Everyone is being as different as you which already makes no difference between you and the rest of the other people who wants to be different. How different can you be when you still have a little care for what other people think of you.

How good or bad are you in your difference, has the same quality of grey line as being different from others. Being different has a large grey line and it is so vague to know what is different and what is not. The most literal perception you can put is being different in the most extreme way you can be, being evil when all is being good, and being good when all is evil, yet good and evil exist another grey line within them. A vague picture to describe about it is. But certain points will describe to as close as how one can is TRULY different from one another.

Being different can simply be describe as doing things that are uncommon among the common, being and looking different among others, the tiny light among the darkness, the darkness among the light, the pig among the cows, the dead rose among the living red and so on. Some are nurtured to how they are, which makes them naturally different, some just defy the common and goes against the flow of the oncoming tides, some endure the tempest among those who take shelter from it. Certain way of being different is just not literally meant you do what others don't, if not you will be walking naked on the street while everyone wears clothes. And the example can go on and on.

For one who want's to be extremely different from others, one have to endure many criticisms from others, and to not care about what others think of you, no matter how hard and cold you are, you still have the little bit of yourself of wanting to look good (a vague statement of what is good) in front of others. To look in a way that impresses others, or to say to have people looking at you in a 'good' way. If that need still goes through within you, can should just follow part of the flow and not let it be to harsh on yourself on being different.

You still can look the same when being different, sometimes difference comes from within, how you look like is not like how you are expected, 'Do not judge a book by it's cover' quote comes in with this. You may look like the rest, but your interest differs from the common, you may look nerd (how the society define the looks of nerd) but you are actually an active figure in the heavy metal scene or you play great sports. You may look like a tough soldier but you love pink and barbie dolls. Being a metalhead while you love listening to oldies and soft tunes. Being different can be said to be unexpected from what society expects from you. To be away and out of the stereotype of what people gives you. That is how you are different.

Being different can be one who does great feats that produces changes in the world and create a history to be remembered off all ages. There are too many people in the past that place a mark on the world history and how it is today, they may look like any layman like us out there and most of them start off with a background similar to many of us, but what makes them TRULY different is their achievements and contributions they made, the pioneers to a certain matter like art, music, architecture, governance, or a revolution of culture and practices in all around the world or that changes the mindset of majority of the population in this world. This include tyrannical dictators out there, no matter the heavy casualties and impact they did, they mark themselves as being different from others. Can anyone be as capable as them in achieving such great distance in their lives? How fare are you willing to go?

Being different by creating something that no one had ever thought off. Being a pioneer to a product, work or art that no one has ever seen before. In the past, there always innovators who create what we use for daily usage and also create the very first form of music and their genres we listen to everyday, like classical and renaissance music that marks a great change in how music is written and creating a work that utilize a certain language fully and a work that challenges the mind and recreate the mind of the people. Creating an original work is something that is hard to achieve as today, many things that satisfy humans have been almost fully achieved of today, thus there is a new age ideology where it sets off to encourage humans to improve their cosmic existence. If no one could be a pioneer or an innovator to a new invention, one can recreate something that already exist in a way that no one else had ever thought off, to spark off a difference of variety in 1 particular category of matters in this world. That is another difference to be made. However, people are sometimes afraid of creating something that  no one else does before, they afraid of rejection, worse still, they are afraid to be criticise, what cou
ld get worse, their work could be considered as a blasphemy or a creation of an abomination, and what is more worse is that they could be despise and hated by society. It is alright if you do not mind being look in a bad way by others, many pioneers in the past creates many doubts within them, and look where they stand and how everything of theirs so common in help to all of us. Take the risk and challenge yourself if you must. Moreover, a challenge and risk is always inevitable.

Be bad when all is good, be good when all is bad, one of the most extreme ways to be different. To go against the tide, to kill when no others dare to. To go against the orthodox of society, to distant yourself from the expectation of society. The fight psychologically and physically against the orthodox and risk being condemned. However, there will be an impactful result out of being bad among the good, one will never know, but off such theoretically, it could recreate the bad you are into something good among the people. And what most people can think off is putting up a balance within society, good and bad can't exist without one another such as light and darkness can't exist without one another. Whichever it is, do it for a purpose, doing for being blatantly different will just make a swine out of you, but still it is something different if that is what you extremely wish to be.

Everyone is different in one way or another, but the formation of society with it's moral rule and regulation, laws and order that makes people technically the same with one another. The expectations that creates an orthodox in your beliefs and thoughts puts it in a similar way with each other. How one is raised in a land, in a way that is thought to be commonly safe is a thought that it is the best and safest way to be raised. Similarites exist and it is hard for one to be truly different if they wish to. Defy the laws, defy everything and you may achieve what you wish for. Furthermore, the thing that matters more is how much difference you are within yourself mentally and (maybe) part physically that puts you away from the common walks of life. The distance of your thoughts, the amount of wisdom in your soul, that creates an understanding and clarity that not many could see already sets you ahead from others. A difference is made within yourself and it is set for you to create a whole new world for the people. And when that time comes, things will be the same again and another one emerges to recreate or create a difference from what you left behind...

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Far side...\m/...

By experiencing both ends or sides of two contrasting matter will evetually open your eyes and broaden your understanding towards the opposite matter. Going through the north and the south pole, you could see the other sight of each of the conflicting matters clearly and you will change your mind to oppose to certain things in the side you are in.

Not everything could be done by just putting yourself in the shoes of any being or matter. Putting yourself in the opposite of that shoes and you can see more than you are not able to see, to feel frustration of the other side that you never knew. Similar to how we are as a person who do not realize the flaws but could be seen and realize by others, putting yourself in the shoes of others does not make you more understanding at times, but instead blinded by your own ego of your own, that your actions are right, denying the facts of your own.

We tend to give out similar advice of trying to put yourself in the shoes of others to know and understand how they feel, but we tend to lose sight of certain unnotice matters when we do, we have some difference in characteristics and thoughts, once we put ourselve in their shoes, we will have our own mind in control of the shoes you are in. You place your ego in it, and what you understand is only for your own understanding, and you develop your own self rationalization of your own, and the shoes becomes your own...

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A change for difference to a change for nothing...\m/...

It is just mind pissing heart wrenching to see how people can behave like they own the world, what is it there to proof? That you are stronger than every one else, that you are better thany any one. Or you must have a really bad childhood to grow up in order to proof yourself this way. If you want to be barbaric, times have change and it is constantly changing, so please be a barbarian with brains.

A friend of mine got roughen up by an indian driver on the road, a big Indian guy who shouted profanities and threaten to beat him to pulps over a small issue of cutting each others lane on the road. He kept asking "Do you know who am I" etc etc intimidatingly stating indirectly that he is some scary dude with that no one dare messess with. He tail gates my friends and give chase and block the road in front of them, and whats more interesting is that he has a family of his wife and a couple of kids in the car as well.

Another friend of mine who did just bump a little into a malay vehicle, motorbikes or cars, and there goes nothing, those malays start calling a whole bunch of people from wherever they come from as though they are already on called and prepared for this. And they have their girl friends around who even supported them through their monkey baboon acts as well. And you know what happen next, they just do not want to talk, they seem to enjoy coming around you and give you one hell of day and night...

Recently, this that involves both sides of outsider in a chinese populated area during a night market and traffics are moving really slow. This particular car graze a car and the owner of the car came out and start beating on the car's windscreen and door on the driver side who graze his car. He hit continuously so loud and shouted in cantonese to get down the car. He started to intimidate the driver and his friend on the passenger sit. They stopped to have a so-called negotiation and the so-called-seem-to-be-a-gangster guy came shouting and pushing the head of the guy who graze his car and the guy did not retaliate a bit. He starts calling on the phone and speaking in a gangsta-cantonese style about people grazing his car. What is noticeable is the 2 girls who came down with the 'gangsta' from the car, 2 skimpy clothing girls as you all know those typical looking chinese girls who wears fucking tight short shorts with see through tight looking t-shirt that calls for guys to 'look at me, im hot and fuckable' who calls for a fuck and look like those who just fucks around with any chinese guys who just wants to fucks them. One of the factors could be concluded that this 'gangsta' is just trying to show off his 'greatness' to the girls that he is powerful and strong. Girls are just proud of that. He goes on threatening and raising his voice and hording over the other guy who tries to talk well with him.

What is common in all is that it is just mere luck they are able to show such hostility because those they get involve with people who are weaker than them, or you could say those who have greater minds and character than them. One wouldn't know if one day they did that to someone who is their equal or even superior than them and that they will taste their own medicine. 

How you treat others, how you roughen up those who fell weaker to you, and how you felt so superior is just mere luck of your own. You would not care less to put yourself in that situation to know how it feels to be humiliated and being pushed down to your knees, how would you feel if your kids grows up to be push around that way. How would you feel if that victim is your family or your father. 

If you want to proof how powerful you are, come on, picking on those weaker than you does not pose a challenge, where's the fun in it. Since people are talking shits about the cops in the country, why don't you enter a police station and start picking a fight with those guys. It is hell alot more fun and challenging unless you are just afraid. You just like to create big fights out of petty issues with layman just to satisfy your own highly pathetic meaningless ego.

No matter what, chinese, malay, indians here (only based on 3 major race), they have that same type of people in it, they are all just the same, mindless, brainless imbeciles, high level of ignorance, and just enjoys pushing people down to their knees and showing prowess and being so-called gangster to those around them. What gang or groups or whatever shit, are just a group of cowards who can't stand on their own with inferior discourse. You might be surprise how different are they when they are alone or unbelonging to anything and those who belongs to a certain group or not alone at all. You are all just pathetic, people do not retaliate against you does not mean they are weaker than you. It does not mean you rule them all. You shall see your fallen days soon enough. You are just proving yourself as a low life with how you are now. Who gets offended, it is your problem to deal with it, look at your own reflections first.

Humans just take pleasure in inciting conflicts just to satisfy their subconscious insatiable desire for violence. Violence without a purpose.

When majority is going for a change of government, the fact is that, the government does not need to change, what is needed is the reformation of the people themselves. The people that needs to be changed. The heart, the mind, the soul of the people needs to seek its own reformation for the better. No matter what side wins, when the people, the humans is still the same, nothing is different...\m/...

Ignorant Wisdom...\m/...

      Children without the basis of education, the purest human form in all stages of life, with a clear conscience, a pure mind, that is never distracted by anything in the realities of the material world. The innocence of a child without any intention but just to be happy for themselves. Seems to be the most destructive power it could be used upon mankind. The lack of basic knowledge and education, the point where they listen to everything you said and learn from your actions, are the quickest to learn without a question in mind. Ironically evil acts can be done by this innocence of the soul, the use of an ignorant mind and an innocent heart as a tool to achieve one man's ambition can be one of the most highly effective weapon of mass destruction. Like the conscious of a man being trained for many years and hard enough to achieve a heart of stone, a child can be done with much ease than anything. The fear of a ghost child, as it is said to be one of the most malignant spirit in this world. Their needs of fun and play to them it is just mere child's play that devastates the life of a human being disturbed by the spirit. The child possess the mind of a human child and the purity of the heart, but having a higher form of power that mankind could not deal with. Such the same as child vampires, as one could see from the most common reference from the Twilight saga where child vampires are abominations and must be destroy due to the great hamr they poses, they do not know what they are doing and only succumb to their feelings of need, without knowing what is wrong and right thus killing many to satisfy their thirst. Child warriors or soldiers, humans are smart to smuggle children around the world who does not know what is right or wrong but only knows to play, are easily influence by these men who transform them into vicious beast. Assuming real guns as toys and killing enemies a part of their childhood games, they kill without a sense of conscious of what is right and wrong, and do what they are told and what they think is just a mere game to be played. Death to them is nothing but losing a game and walks away without a sense of remorse. Ignorance became a weapon, to create a better weapon. Looking into the eyes of a child seeing how pure they are from their looks, but those ironically and unconsciously to the outside eyes that it could kill and destroy as they like without knowing what they are doing. Ignorance, is the key factor, the way to control is to implant ignorance into humans or to make use of their ignorance that they already possessed. 

      In the end, wisdom and knowledge becomes the key saviour to these beings. Most think that with education to gain knowledge and taking steps to wisdom creates a so-called civilized society and a world of peace. With higher authority in one self, they question and doubt things around them, not to be easily deceive by what they see through their eyes. However, with great wisdom with an ambitious heart, with a heart that goes all out to achieve their aims, could create another force of destruction around them, a destruction and devastation with a mind and conscious. The conscious they chose to be despicable, of what they interpret to be for the greater good, they form their own definition of greatness and good that puts all others in suffering. Such dictators like Hitler, Mao Zedong, Ivan The Terrible, Alexander The Great and many more are people with great minds of knowledge and wisdom. That they use it for their own ambitions and cause. Creating their world they visualize through their mind, planning and designing pandemoniums along the path they strode closer to their aims. Inventing their own beliefs and successfully injecting them into the minds of others. They are focus to their dreams, and they manage in one way or another to live up to their success for a moment. How they impacted the world with their minds and actions, comes from their brain and heart with the similar size with all of mankind. But a greater possession of what they know, and their wisdom that change their view and the people they affected. Being ignorance and being well equipped with knowledge and wisdom, can both be destructive. One might conclude it is all about the human ego. It will be one word to says it all. But what can be said is how the heart and feelings react to what you have, being ignorance and full of wisdom at the same time having a heart is two things very far apart from one another. With wisdom, one can use to it to reinvent the world, in a better way or the other, being knowledgeable does not mean you are being great, but how greatness you can achieve from that. Applying those tools of wisdom into your trunk of disposal to the outside world of your cosmic mind, putting an end to an era and begin another era of your own. It is more than possible to be done.......\m/.......