True pride...

      I see the people in many ways, I perceive the way of living in various ways, various solutions were up but only 1 path is to choose with their own individual pros and cons. After all this while, you are always angry at how people see in you, how people talk about you and how they perceive you. It may always seem it is intentionally to demoralize you, the words as sharp as the blade, that could pierce through anything especially your feeble heart and feelings. You are perceive to not able to give security to others, you cannot do it is what they tell you. Does not give you a chance to stand up for yourself.
      Should you take that into considerations and develop doubts within yourself? Should you be afraid to face others and do things they think you cannot do in front of others? Never ever let those words and thoughts influence the way you live, you know yourself better than anyone else but do not judge yourself, let others judge you how they want to, only use those relevant as a guide. Those judgment and words that comes to knife you down mercilessly shall be put aside to be cremated within your subconscious flame.
     Remember, you are who you are, your thoughts and beliefs is all yours, what they think of you or say of you is nothing but mere words from people who just could not think better for themselves and only see the weak point of others. You know your reason for the actions you do, you know the positivity it brings to you and those around you. Fear not the people, you are unique in your ways, your pride is yours and never was for the others. Be true to yourself and never change in order to be look upon in a certain group of people or to please people's expectations. One day, they will realize it...\m/...

Trivial as life could be, but never let it deceive the mind...

      Yesterday and yesterday, 2 yesterdays ago, what it seems to be another dull day with the usual event that occur just like any other day. He step out of his lair to prepare to go for his classes, there he met the common cat playing around at the stairs of his apartment. He stops in his track and play with the little furrrball for a moment, it started to follow him around for the moment before it began to attempt its way into his home. He got to chase it away before it could struck lightning down upon his mother who could not bare closure with felines. Who will ever expect what will happen to that cat, with it's innocent eyes and all it wants is only food, peace and happiness. Just like humans like all of us who still lives on in this world on two feet, we are but no different from animals, we feel as they feel and they feel as we feel. Just an ordinary day it seems, nothing shall befall upon you in any brink of a second. Ignorant to our own ordeal, we stand before everything without a thought.

      As night falls upon the land, the glimpse of dawn starts their early signals with a crescent of the aurora. There he arrive home safely after drinking rums, there was nothing around him but only the silence of the humans and the choir of the crickets. A chilly night where he saw the same little cat that he met in the morning, it became a social animal friend of him. A playful cat it was, with so much spirit in that little fellow, seemingly optimistic over everything. He made signals and sound to summon the cat to follow him around, the cat came around to him. It follow him across the road but it stopped halfway and lie on the ground. He turn around and saw it rolling on the ground like how all cat's feels good rubbing their back against something. He lays out his hand, and the little cat tries to grasp onto his hand as he kept taking it back to tease the little fellow. He did it again and finally the little cat manages to get a tap on his hand with it's paw. An adorable and innocent sight, like a child free of sins. He walk away to head home but yet he turns around again to call for it to follow him but it did not and kept continuing rolling on the ground. He notices a headlight shining from afar, yes it is the sound of a car. It is moving really fast. He had assumption in his mind that the car will stop as it is an apartment area where speed is not acceptable and it will slow as it comes nearer. The car did not slowed and drove on really fast and in an instant with a dash of a light speed, it ran into the little cat lying in the middle of the road. It wanted to got away but it was too slow. The car sped off being ignorant about what he has ran upon. He stood there watching everything that happen right under his nose, in front of his stained eyes. The cat just got drove upon it's head and neck and it is wretching and twitching and swirling in pain of sufferance. How could he bare his eyes upon that sight, it is already too late, nothing could be done, a certain death for it. He turns and ran back into his home, feeling the guilt and remorse of what he witness. How sad it was to see such grief on such weak petty being. Whilst the strong, dominating and unhonorable indecent beings still live with infinity gold on their hands that continue on with their exploitation of their conspiracy.

      He could save the cat if he did not stood and think and just grab the cat from the road while it is still possible or he could just signal the car to stop. It happen too fast for him to give a thought. The cat died in pain, the horrid expression when it suffers unnecessarily for the sins it never committed. Once in the morning it plays around on the stairs and he look at it but never thought that it was the last sunrise the cat will ever see. The last warmness of the sunlight it will ever experience. The last chills in the night it will ever feel. In that moment when he sees the cat, being as active and cheerful as it always has been, never has he thought it shall in another couple minutes, its life will end under the tyres of a indecent maniacal driver. Once he witness a kitten fall to its death from above right onto the ground few inches from his foot and now he witness a cat being run over by a car. He witness death on a birthday of his friend. 

      Life is unpredictable in many ways, we do not know what will happen or when our time will come. It can be any moment from now, like in a few minutes to 30 second after reading this post. Such things just brings realization that in one day the person you love will have the possibility to be gone from your for good without you knowing it and you wouldn't have a chance to even say farewell. Start to think of what you have done in your life, how much have you contributed for your love ones, how much happiness have you given to people around you, what do you have now and appreciate every single bit of it. Know your moments well and appreciate the "now" moments than thinking too much of future cravings and desire. Use your time wisely with whatever you got for the greater good for yourself or others. Life shall not be led with regrets or remorse, but with righteous glory and purity from within. Whatever that is going to happen, humans shall fall with grace. We all live in a dangerous world now and what we can't see is lurking among us that will grasp the final breath at any period. Watching your backs will not work and being overly cautious with high tech defensive and offensive systems will never work as well.

P.S:  Amitabha...\m/...