What is common of the words of many that one must not keep gurdges, one must let go of vengeance from their heart. One must make peace and not war. One must learn to love than to hate. One must free their soul and mind from all hatred of all kinds and learn to make peace with any of them. No matter how much you make peace with your hatred, there is always a fragment left behind, malignant like a cancer cell that spreads and grow like tumor in the body. Vengeance is neverending, once you took your vengeance, another vengeance is created towards yourself, a cycle that keeps on repeating until one calls for a truce and repent for their own actions, and break the cycle of vengeance. It is foolish they said to keep grudges towards people, it only puts yourself in the shoes of defeat in the very first place while your enemy lives on happily and laugh in your face of disgrace. Vengeance does not heal, even you had your vengeance, what you once lost is lost and you never regain it back as how it is. Hatred as the core to those to vengeance similarly does not brings any satisfaction to you once you put those you hated in harms way, and strip them of their happiness. It adds to your sin and makes things worse around you, you created a dark patch within yourself that constantly grows until it takes you down into the deep abyss of your life. The hell you created by your own. Nothing is solve, things remain the same. Hatred goes back to you and you pay for what you did and you want another payback to them.
So it is said that no matter what nothing will be solved, but in the very essence of the human souls, created of darkness that lies within. The very morbid reality that you live, a reality without the law, where things can go the way you wanted to, it is inevitable to your thoughts of carnage that it created. The thought of those you hate keeps you in anger and hatred, no matter how much you calm yourself and make peace within your mind, there will always be something relative that erupt the sleeping volcano in you. Unsatisfactory it is as long they are alive, how much you evade, their existence brings nuisance to you. What keep you happy and contented after hatred is the dispel of their existence from this very realm you live in. How can one agree to such deeds of the flesh, but put one in your thought of your own, on those people who done you wrong and those you hated, without their existence, how much better off you will be in this realm where such existence you hated does not exist anymore. In the mind, the thought of those you hate disappears from the mind, thinking how much better it would be if they are not around, killing in your thoughts, how you wish they could be killed off without leaving a trace, how you wish you have the guts to perform such despicable act to those. Or the act of righteousness of your own. One can only be truly satisfied by the killing of another person, dispel of their existence and your hatred once and for all. Nothing remains but their memory which will fade to black once they are gone. The smile on your face, the true smile that lies within your heart, ecstatic as you can be, a sense of overwhelming euphoria that puts in you in the biggest cloud 9 you can get, on that very moment once you see their blood in your hands, lying motionlessly in the ground where they lay to waste. The destroying of an existence, wiping it out from the face of the earth, grants one of the greatest happiness one could get, the relief of their hatred, a medicine to their pain, the satisfaction of their non-existent that will not be off any trouble anymore, it may seem morbid to think about it but to try to think about it, and one can feel the smile from the heart which they never will know (but hatred could be dispel back on you by the dead man friends and love ones, that explains why the puunishment of the annihilation of the bloodline and genocides and mass killing and massacre). Denying of the fact that comes with the effect of good and evil, what we were taught that is ought to be done by society and religion. "Thy shalt not kill" to place a seal on the action of humans, to create peace and harmony, to seal off human true primitive nature. One can still never escape the blissful thought of relieving hatred and vengeance by wiping off their existence and anything that got to do with it.
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