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We live life to be happy, hoping to be happy, doing things that make us feel good, and feeling great happiness and contentment. The aim of our life no matter what we want to do, is just down to one achievement which is to feel good about ourself.
      However, sadness is just a step away from happiness, and is needless to achieve sadness as it comes by so easy everytime. To feel sad is alot more easier than to be happy. In such a hectic and rapid pace of life humans live in now, which includes pressure and burden from material world and the personal problem that arises within one and their families, so much things to bother, so much things to think about, how can we not think about it when it just comes without us ever wanting it, can we push it aside and leave it be? It still comes back to us, dilemmas, emotional breakdowns, stress and NOISES all around that accumulates blocks the path to happiness that we want to feel.
      It is hard to maintain any happiness we felt, the very moment you feel happy and the next there will be something to pull you back down again, and it shrouded your happiness of a moment into a sadness that is tough to eliminate.
      The worse feeling is not feeling sad and down, but the transition of that hard earn happiness into sadness all over again. That transition period where you felt so happy and things are going right and it just throws you back down into the drain of filth and sadness. You ask yourself "Why must this happen, why must it be like this when I am already happy, WHY?". At this moment, happiness seems hard to be earned, how happy we are there are things we are not contented with.
      That transition from happiness to sadness is a horrible feeling to be felt, and there are times one will rather just be sad and down than to be so happy and to be let down the very next moment. Being happy and shits to happen again the next moment, and the cycle goes on and on, those who felt it will understand how it feels.
       Sad then be sad all the way, happy then be happy all the way, it is too idealistic to have it that way. So to say, appreciate and be grateful for those who don't and be more appreciative and grateful for those who already are to happiness that you get now and in time to come. Being truly happy is not easy to achieve. Be glad for those who are happy and never bring them down as happiness is never easy and you do not know what they been through, do not put them into that transaction-into-sadness period as you know how it is felt on your own account, especially your family...\m/...