Mirrors...\m/...

One day, we are going to (or might) have children, we are going to be our parents. Look at what at the people around you, do you want your children to grow up and be like them? Look at yourself, do you want your children to be like you? There are in many ways out of the blue we think of how we want our children to be and you ended up to look in the way how your parents look at you. When all we do is trying to be ourselves, but what do we see when our children tends to be like us, look in the perspective of your parents, and look in how you hope your children to be. Parents tend to expect their children to be someone great and do something more than they were and to have them going higher than where they stand, and those parents include future parents like us. Many might have the thought of becoming different from their parents, our parents might have the same thought when they were younger, but in the end, it is more or less the similar way of how their parents expect of their children. It is all for the best of their children.......\m/...........

A Communist Film?

Based on the film 'The New Village' trailer, I don't think there are anything that glorifies communism, but glorifies individuals within both the communism and the British-Malayan forces. I could see an interesting critical film was made, that goes in depth into the communist group and the British-Malayan group, to look through the point of view of both sides. Despite our history book teaches us (one-sided history) about the malevolence of communism and the good of the British-Malayan forces, there are also good people in the so-called bad side and the bad people in the so-called good side. How can we stand on one end and demonize the other end just cause of your own personal cause (your relatives got killed by a communist). I have old long gone relatives who goes through torment by the British-Malayan, the communist and even through the May 13 riot, and what am I suppose to do about it, who am I suppose to anti? It is fairer to demonize every fucking human beings on this land. The Japanese came and rape and kill your ancestors, why don't you cut ties with the Japanese? There are movies that depicts a decent individual in the Japanese regime back in the days, there are movies that tells the story of communist leaders such as Che Guevara and Castro, then does United Nation comes in and ban and forbid all this movies? Do you know there are many Chinese as well who suffers during the communist period? Many of them do not like China and their communist ideal, thus many left China and never to return, that tells of the essential cause of the amount of overseas Chinese around.

Based on the trailer, other than entertainment and profit making purposes, the film was made to understand both sides easier, to know the cause of what are both sides are fighting. In times of war and conflict, both sides are the villains and heroes in everyone's eyes, both sides fighting for the cause they believe in. In war, there are sacrifices to be made, suffering and death are inevitable.In the end, everything goes down in history, many decades later, it is a thing of knowledge and intellect to be learnt and taught.

Communism and Democracy, left wing and right wing, both are ideals worth learning and knowing. In the Communist Emergency period, it is the battle between to 2 beliefs, NOT 2 races...\m/...

The Origin...\m/...

Based on scientific belief, humans are a form of evolution from ancient primates, our origin of human in the form of homosapiens, the primitive form of life. Primitive is the nature of human beings, the will to survive and to do anything to survive.

Through dust and time, human goes through evolutionary pace into the world of civilization and intellects, now as we around us, we could talk, read, think, rationalize our thoughts with our actions, and all around us are literate people who could read and speak as much as anyone does, Humans are brilliant in a sense that it could creates wonders out of nothing.

The primitive nature still dwells inside the heart of all mankind, no matter what humans ponder over what they ought to do. The thoughts and the feelings that comes in that makes them have the urge to do will be filtered by their rationale of their actions, that became a barrier of their initial thoughts of actions. To think before one act. Thus where does this 'Be yourself, be who you are, being true to yourself' puts one in?

'Be yourself' is define by many to be true to oneself, not to be fake and be true to your feelings. 'Be yourself' is without the realization of many is just being primitive, if one to succumb to their feelings to do what they want, and choose what they feel, it is all mere selfishness to begin with, the selfishness to survive, the primitive nature of mankind. No one can prevaricate from the truth, that deep inside them dwells multiple desires and material pleasures to fulfill. If everyone adapts 'be yourself' attitude and mindset, they are becoming the primeval being where they once begin as, going back to the roots of the beginning of mankind, the raw and original mankind.

No one can truly 'be yourself', no matter what, there are things that will stop their actions from flowing out of their hearts. When you are stopped from doing what you desire to do deep in your heart, you are against the act of 'be yourself'. 'Be yourself' truly comes from deep within yourself, the primitive side of you, the side that comes out to seek desires and pleasures to fulfill your needs and wants.

If everyone wants to 'be yourself', then killing will be done, raping will be on a running spree. Those murderous and sadistic people are the ones to be considered the 'true being' of humanity. Deep down inside, 'true' humans are beings with many desires and lust, let loose of yourself and sit back and feel the world without law and order, what does your heart and mind brings you to? What actions will you take that you never dared before? It all runs in your thought right now, deep inside of you, but only to be surpressed and stay as it is as humans created a set of norm and values that becomes the law and order to control the primitive nature of humans.

So contradicting human beings are trying to live 'being themselves' while fighting their own senses and desire to do what they feel like doing. 'Being true' is being one who do anything to survive and to feel good for oneself, 'being true' stops you from fighting what is right but indulging in what is right for your pleasures. The 'true' ones are cowardly, savage, barbaric, full of carnal lust and merciless, a being without a soul, a being of monstrosity.

Imagine a world without order, no prosecution and what so ever and you are free to do upon the actions that once dwell as just fantasies and desires deep down inside of you. The desire to hurt those who wronged you, the desire for carnal pleasures you fantasize on, all those that only could be played through your feelings and imaginations, inside that very corner of your inner self, strap and locked within. Go ahead and 'be yourself' as all always want to be, be 'true' to your very own existence...

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Changing Nation (Part 3)...\m/...

If Anwar Ibrahim and the other PR leaders have many flaws, then those people from BN also are in the same shoes as them or maybe worse (murderer, child rapist, high end racism, cronism, corruption, etc etc etc). No evidence for all those claims? Let the investigators find out themsleves. The PR manifestos or the BN transformation programme are empty words, we will never know until we find out ourselves after election.

So to say, both parties cannot be trusted, then why not just revolt to all and rule your own life? Doubts and doubts over one another, accusation and accusation towards one another. Here is a better solution, WHY NOT EVERY SINGLE PERSON STAY HOME ON THE 5TH MAY AND DO NOT VOTE ALL? Oh I forgot BN has phantom voters to help them too...

What is wrong with a change of 5 years to come, the majority are the struggling classes who have been suffering all this while for decades, what is the worse that could happen if PR actually does not work as expected? How much we endure over the decades, we can endure for another 5 years, who knows it might make the future opposition improve for the better. Some of them are not extreme PR supporters, but they are extreme for a change in the hope for a brighter future...

P.S: Do not give anymore chances to those who never learn and continue to place fear and threats in the peoples' livelihood...

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Changing Nation (Part 2)...\m/...

Do you want to live in a great nation? All of us wants to live in country that gives the best, it will be through a 2-party system is the only way? Where each party will strive to give the best.

Is up to the people/citizen/rakyat to decide, to only support BN, to only support PR or to support for the best of this nation???

No matter what, a 2-party sytem must exist...\m/...

Changing Nation...\m/...

In the upcoming general election, I hope and urge if possible all to vote for Pakatan Rakyat, some may agree and some may not, but this is for the sake of creating a 2-party system that will make a fair competition among all parties to improve and grow better along the way. Barisan Nasional is already and had claim themselves to be MALAYSIA, so is PAKATAN RAKYAT not Malaysia? This shows a very strong authoritative single party rule over a nation that is suppose to practice democracy. When PAKATAN RAKYAT (all parties consist of all races) are all going towards Ketuanan Rakyat, yet BN still talks about race and Ketuanan Melayu and still able to glorify their 1Malaysia scheme.

So why not a change, may it be good or bad, soon we will see for ourselves, as the ruling party seems to be very unconvincing right now.
Good or bad it may be, the people must end this regime and begin a 2-party system. If you are not happy with Pakatan Rakyat, feel free to vote back to Barisan in the following election.

What the people hope for is the change for the better, a 2-party system, and a True Malaysia...

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Flamers And Troopers...\m/...

Internet flamers and cybertroopers just do not know how it feels like to get bash in the face, all are just pussies sitting behind their 4-sided screen typing away insults and flaming words to others, if want to start up a fire or rants, come out of your home and do what you do in the internet, bring it out. That is what the world of cyberspace created, a bunch of big-mouth cowards...Or should it be considered a place to vent their suppressed emotions from real life interactions...\m/...

The stands for the inevitable...\m/...

The history that brought us here today in this 21st century ground where we stand firm to countless events that occur above this very soils. The soils of the earth, the ground of the world we stride along on our daily life, stain by the many bloods of the past, people live and die to their glorious and shameful death, winners and losers, tears of sorrow shed, everything all upon the common land that all humans walk.

War that sets the dynasty and period of the land, that brings upon a change to our culture and the mixture of bloodlines that forms the race that existed today. How can we ever deny war among human beings, how much can you resent the casualties that befall upon your bloodline? War is the battle for a cause of each side that involve in it. Each fight and die for their cause and belief, each sacrifice their most honourable men in battle, honourable man to their family, honourable man to their nation, honourable man to just a single individual. All of them are related to one another.

War is inevitable when it comes to sides of highly conflicting beliefs and low level of tolerance. There will be many people giving supports for either one of the sides. Some even get involve the war directly fending them of from each other. Anyone can be a soldier fighting in the war, it could be your father, your grandfather, your brother, your husband, or maybe even females like your mother or sister or wife who serve in the military for any of the sides. Casualties occurs when civilians get caught in between. No one can escape the harsh reality of war, you can't just resent a side or individual who cause the death of your beloved. They are doing their own duty to fight for their cause and to defend for their cause, your love ones or any relatives chose the path to fight in a war that may never survive. If they do not chose it themselves, still they fought a great battle defending their rights and keep you alive today. But to resent a side or individual for the cause of their death is not appropriate as it seems. Your bloodline spans for many generations and hundreds or thousand years ago your ancestors or any relatives in your past were killed in the more epic history changing battles, why do you not resent them for what they do tou your ancestors in the past yet you revel in histories and romanticise stories of the great that you read.

No matter what sides, both of them fight for their cause, and you do not know the situation they are in before resenting what has happen in the past. This blinded you to create hatred towards that particular belief, individual or group. War has been in every nation from the past until now, face it, that war starts a new culture, creates a society, and dwells you into the education you are studying today. When it hits you, you feel it emotionally, the cruelty that is brought upon you how inevitable, yes you may start to kill your enemies. You want vengeance, a vengeance on a whole against an army of battalions ahead of you, those armies that fight for the good of their nation and group and also even fought for the rights of you living out here in this era.

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