Insanity Breeds Freedom \m/

"Any character who operates on the outside of society and is deemed a freak and an outcast then has the freedom to do what they want... They are the darker sides of freedom. Insanity is in some scary way the most freedom you can have, because you're not bound by the laws of society" - Tim Burton

Far Beyond, A Legacy...\m/...

Death is the most fearful of them all, you may fear death, but regardless how fearful it is, you must always accept it, embrace it for what it is, for it is the inevitable, the end of it all, it all must come one day. 50 years or 50 months, 50 days or 50 weeks. 50 days or 50 hours, 50 minutes or even 50 seconds later we might look death in the face.

We fear of death come froms our desire to live life to the fullest that we could not possibility think we have achieved. Or we fear death to disappoint the ones we love.

He does not come in terms to the disappointment of his loved ones, for we all know who we love are soon to fade to ashes in this realm. We develop an attachment to our lives of comfort, and to the expection of the ones we love. We come into this world, by fate or by chance, we are already a free man of our own. In no regard of human life it is seem to him, but in this material world, what we gain from the earth of this world, shall stay and return to whence it came from, what live on is the legacy we create for the future generation to hear and to be inspired. A legend to be told from old folks to their kins of kins, and there will be the birth of another exceptional individual to create a new legend for all.

He seeks to live beyond ordinary, and to achieve a form far beyond mortal men could ever imagine. Not to live life to the fullest of enjoyment and pleasure, but pain and effort for the greater good. Seek for adventures, seek for quest where not many dwells for. Push himself over the limit of his own capacity, to go higher and higher in life. To show the world what many can achieve with this mortal body. Do not expand the body, but expand the soul for it is the one that carries you to wherever you go. Save his life in order to save more lives as he could, to protect everyone that he could. And it is a task to calling for death in many ways. Fear death itself, but never be taunted by it, for the fear of death is what limiting yourself to your mere mundane capacity.

It was and it is never easy to begin what he does, for it is not a choice, not a need or wants, but the time that calls for it, be it at this life or the next life to come...\m/...

Hope Not To Wait, But Hope To Be Done...\m/...

Hope. Is something that all pray and begging to happen. We sit in a place, being helpless and to wish for hope to come by, a miracle to happen that all will be fine. We look to the skies and blame those who do not shine for us. Hope is nothing more than just a symbol of luck and inspiration.

Hope is something we create on our own, what give us hope is the actions of every individuals, who in one point of their life, being selfless to an act that could save at least one life that needed it at that very moment. That is hope, hope is within us all the time...\m/...

For The Self, For Others...\m/...

How can we do what is best when we could not even look at our own image?

He frequently arrives 30 minutes late to the office in the morning and after lunch hours. Thus, he was interrogated by his manager for his outrageous behaviour.

He replied “My dear sir, discipline is a work to train oneself to be better but not a doctrine for us to obey blindly if it could affect all of our well-being. one must understand we have only 24 hours to live, we have 8 working hours, 1 lunch hour and other time allowances before we could have a time for our own. If our lives out of work is not well maintained, how can one be optimistic and confident in their working life. I wake at 6am every morning from my good rest to perform daily workouts for two hours to keep myself fit, healthy and strong, a mental and physical preparation for the day. I do not speed my car to work as that increases the risk of road accidents for I rather be late than never. I go out for lunch to keep my mind at peace from office hectic tasks. I slowly chew on my food to maintain a healthy digestion. If I do not keep myself in good state, how am I going to be of good for your company? How am I going to be productive and how am I going to give out my best for all?

Moral of the story: Learn to love and care for yourself before you are to love and care for others.

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Humans, Soulless, Mindless, Pathetic...\m/...

It is just mind pissing heart wrenching to see how people can behave like they own the world, what is it there to proof? That you are stronger than every one else, that you are better thany any one. Or you must have a really bad childhood to grow up in order to proof yourself this way. If you want to be barbaric, times have change and it is constantly changing, so please be a barbarian with brains.

A friend of mine got roughen up by an indian driver on the road, a big Indian guy who shouted profanities and threaten to beat him to pulps over a small issue of cutting each others lane on the road. He kept asking "Do you know who am I" etc etc intimidatingly stating indirectly that he is some scary dude with that no one dare messess with. He tail gates my friends and give chase and block the road in front of them, and whats more interesting is that he has a family of his wife and a couple of kids in the car as well.

Another friend of mine who did just bump a little into a malay vehicle, motorbikes or cars, and there goes nothing, those malays start calling a whole bunch of people from wherever they come from as though they are already on called and prepared for this. And they have their girl friends around who even supported them through their monkey baboon acts as well. And you know what happen next, they just do not want to talk, they seem to enjoy coming around you and give you one hell of day and night...

Recently, this that involves both sides of outsider in a chinese populated area during a night market and traffics are moving really slow. This particular car graze a car and the owner of the car came out and start beating on the car's windscreen and door on the driver side who graze his car. He hit continuously so loud and shouted in cantonese to get down the car. He started to intimidate the driver and his friend on the passenger sit. They stopped to have a so-called negotiation and the so-called-seem-to-be-a-gangster guy came shouting and pushing the head of the guy who graze his car and the guy did not retaliate a bit. He starts calling on the phone and speaking in a gangsta-cantonese style about people grazing his car. What is noticeable is the 2 girls who came down with the 'gangsta' from the car, 2 skimpy clothing girls as you all know those typical looking chinese girls who wears fucking tight short shorts with see through tight looking t-shirt that calls for guys to 'look at me, im hot and fuckable' who calls for a fuck and look like those who just fucks around with any chinese guys who just wants to fucks them. One of the factors could be concluded that this 'gangsta' is just trying to show off his 'greatness' to the girls that he is powerful and strong. Girls are just proud of that. He goes on threatening and raising his voice and hording over the other guy who tries to talk well with him.

What is common in all is that it is just mere luck they are able to show such hostility because those they get involve with people who are weaker than them, or you could say those who have greater minds and character than them. One wouldn't know if one day they did that to someone who is their equal or even superior than them and that they will taste their own medicine.

How you treat others, how you roughen up those who fell weaker to you, and how you felt so superior is just mere luck of your own. You would not care less to put yourself in that situation to know how it feels to be humiliated and being pushed down to your knees, how would you feel if your kids grows up to be push around that way. How would you feel if that victim is your family or your father.

No matter what, chinese, malay, indians here (only based on 3 major race), they have that same type of people in it, they are all just the same, mindless, brainless imbeciles, high level of ignorance, and just enjoys pushing people down to their knees and showing prowess and being so-called gangster to those around them. What gang or groups or whatever shit, are just a group of cowards who can't stand on their own with inferior discourse. You might be surprise how different are they when they are alone or unbelonging to anything and those who belongs to a certain group or not alone at all. You are all just pathetic, people do not retaliate against you does not mean they are weaker than you. It does not mean you rule them all. You shall see your fallen days soon enough. You are just proving yourself as a low life with how you are now. Who gets offended, it is your problem to deal with it, look at your own reflections first.

When majority is going for a change of government, the fact is that, the government does not need to change, what is needed is the reformation of the people themselves. The people that needs to be changed. The heart, the mind, the soul of the people needs to seek its own reformation for the better. No matter what side wins, when the people, the humans is still the same, nothing is different...\m/...

Archive: 17th January 2013 \m/

Don't Speak A Word Of The Holiness \m/

Don't talk about god when you yourself can't practice what he preach, don't talk about your religion when you are the very thing your religion despise, don't talk about holyness when you are impure to your soul's core, don't talk about goodness when you yourself is fucked to the depth of your heart, perform your act of sin and ask for forgiveness and repentance the very next day, how easy is it to be good...\m/...

Archive: 16th November 2012 \m/

Greatness Breeds Greatness \m/

One day, we are going to (or might) have children, we are going to be our parents. Look at all the people around you, do you want your children to grow up and be like them? Look at yourself, do you want your children to be like you? There are in many ways out of the blue we think of how we want our children to be and you ended up to look in the way how your parents look at you. When all we do is trying to be ourselves, but what do we see when our children tends to be like us, look in the perspective of your parents, and look in how you hope your children to be. Parents tend to expect their children to be someone great and do something more than they were and to have them going higher than where they stand, and those parents include future parents like us. Many might have the thought of becoming different from their parents, our parents might have the same thought when they were younger, but in the end, it is more or less the similar way of how their parents expect of their children. It is all for the best of their children.......\m/...........

Archive: 31st August 2013 \m/

The True Metal, The Only Ideal \m/

We are Metal, but we are not the Devil.

We are not cool, we just come to kill.

We are not neat, but we are ugly.

We are the counter of the culture.

We are black, but we are not sad.

We live by Metal, the ideal we cradle.

For we are pure, is the world's cure.

Our hearts of steel is made of gold, which is all virtuous and mighty bold.

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